Linking up with Leigh Kramer's What I'm Into series again. I love this series because it encourages me to remember the highlights of my life the past month, try new things thus making new highlights to write about, and I get to read what many others have found and done, expanding my community, even if only a little bit.
The start of the new year was a somber and contemplative one for me, and January has been a challenge. This month I've been in South Carolina for six months, but everything is still fairly new and most things are yet undiscovered. Friends and family are far away, and I didn't feel much like celebrating on New Year's Eve. New Year's Day greeted me as the something inbetween.
My parents drove into town for a pleasant visit (and we missed getting a picture? hm). It was strange how the move has changed things, and how my family is the same yet also different after so many months of life. I wonder how they thought I had changed? I also talked on the phone with my brother in Oklahoma for his birthday, the first I've been really and truly away for. I wished I could have been there to put up the birthday banner for him.
I'm still taking steps to be who I am and be seen for that. This month I got a pixie haircut and took steps to declutter and simply my closet to make that part of life less stressful. It's easier to like what I see in the mirror now. But I'm still filled with doubt about my choices in general and I struggle to trust my instincts. I want to adopt everyone else's passions as my own and enjoy the same intensity, but as that doesn't work for long (if at all) I'm still determining my passion(s) and my cause, and how I will go about pursuing them.
And that leads me to the most important book I read this month. I finished The Complete Idiot's Guide to the Power of the Enneagram, finally learning, after weeks of uncertainty and doubt, that I am a 9. It's a combination of relief and agony to have that label clear things up. When I read the chapter describing 9s, it was like the author had seen into my soul--I felt all the things described in those pages, and I would have cried if I hadn't been reading in a public place--and then dissected it. Ouch. Of course "there isn't a strong individual self in the 9, and that's the challenge--learning to develop one" - page 163. Of course that's me. (insert self-depreciating scream of rage here. oh, wait, I might have something...)
"9s struggle to have a strong and consistent sense of self." - p 159 Sigh. It's true. Yay, me.
Now that I know, I'm trying to learn, trying to grow, trying to be more assertive and be me, not someone else. But man, that is the challenge.
(...I was going to write a separate post about discovering my Enneagram type, but I think that covers it pretty well.)
Over the New Year's break I read the greatly enjoyable The Runaway King, the second book in the Ascendance Trilogy. I wrote about the first one here. Like the first one, I read the second book in just a few days. I wrote a brief review on Goodreads. The third book in the trilogy, The Shadow Throne, comes out next month! Can't wait.
I have discovered the hilarity, awkwardness, and joy that is the show FRIENDS. How did I miss this? As it's not on Netflix, I'm glad my library has it, because I'm getting in the queue. (...I've been watching a lot of British shows over the last several months. Yes, Sherlock is a big culprit. As is Doctor Who.) I think I enjoy it much more now than I would have when it was on because of how I have changed and because I'm now the same age as the characters.
Also, thanks to the library, this month I learned how to suspend my holds until certain dates, so I'm timing the movies I get so that I can actually watch them before they're due back. I should have a Bollywood romance coming available just in time for Valentime's Day! I consider this the perfect way to celebrate another year of singleness. With some tea or wine, of course.
I watched Bride and Prejudice, and it was amazing. I posted this on Facebook when it was over:
It made me wonder about the impact and reach our creativity can have, now and into the distant future. It makes me hopeful.
I tried some anime shows on Hulu, RideBack and Kino's Journey. Both interesting, for different reasons. Neither quite along the lines of what I usually watch (or read). I finished RideBack. Kino's Journey might be a bit more intense than I prefer, so I haven't watched more than a few episodes so far, but I like the concept. I also watched the first episode of Game of Thrones. Not sure what I think of it, but I was curious and wanted to see for myself what many others have been talking about.
I joined a local writing group. They meet every weekend, but I'll probably only try to join in once a month. I didn't read anything I brought, but we had a fun writing exercise where we had to include five different items in a scene and try to answer the question, Who owns these things? My heard pounded so hard when I read, I had to slow down to breathe, but when I finished, the room was silent. Then the leader said, "Wow. Welcome to the group!" I can tell you, as a self-doubting writer that was what I needed to hear.
My friend Jaimie Krycho released the first in her trilogy Bloodlines of Epheria on the Kindle, and I happily bought my copy. She originally published the story on her website, and I always looked forward to each installment. She had me loving the characters, wanting the powers, and worried about what would happen. Now I'm gonna reread Lorin's--I mean Sifani's--adventure (though I understand it is a little changed from the original?) and eagerly await the next book in the trilogy.
I had the pleasure of joining The Red Couch's book discussion on Jesus Feminist. (Mostly I read, and still am reading, the comments of others.) That book gave me much to ponder and The Red Couch and She Loves magazine inspire me to see a wider world than I can currently walk abroad.
I also signed up for the We Heart Books virtual book exchange. I've been paired up, and it's time to shop!
The other day I happened upon the song "I Lived" by OneRepublic. I love the brief interview on the song here. Adding this one to the list of inpires-me-to-move-become-and-live songs. It's pretty much been on repeat the last, what, three days.
As I was working on this post, my sister-in-law came in and asked if I wanted a chocolate cheesecake beater to lick. This month started rough, but it's ending fabulously.
So, what have you been into?
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Friday, January 31
Friday, December 6
What I'm Into November 2013, or Things I'm Thankful For
I've been watching Leigh Kramer's What I'm Into posts, enjoying them, and wanting to participate. Now I'm finally going to do it!
An old friend acquaintance sent a message earlier today that got me thinking about the things I've done lately, and I realized quite a few things of note happened last month.
All month:
So, first off, in October I wrote a post about National Novel Writing Month and my intention to participate again. The goal of 50,000 words daunted me working full time and living in a new home, but the pattern of it quickly became a comfort. The set up of my word processor, music, and earbuds became a ritual; I was entering sacred space and I loved it. There were a few times I fell behind and wondered if I could catch up, but I allowed myself grace at the same time that I required words. It was a funny balance, but I learned about my own writing mechanics. I also pantsed the entire story to date, allowing more freedom for the silly and nonsensical, time travel you know and all that. I still write serious and need to work on my humor (funny is hard!), but the characters and events are better for my lack of a strict outline. On November 29th, I reached that longed for word count milestone. On November 30th I wrote some more because the story wasn't done and I had the itch to keep writing. And so I did, and so I shall.
In addition to writing, I indulged in as much Doctor Who as I could, catching up on all the series before the 50th anniversary episode, when my household had a party with Jammie Dodgers, Jelly Babies, popcorn, and more. I love that show, and the 50th anniversary episode did not disappoint.
After The Day of the Doctor, Peter Capaldi's eyebrows showed up in a game my brother and sister-in-law played on each other. I was the unintended victim a couple of times, and it was great. Eventually it escalated, and the 12th Doctor's eyes were vandaleyes'd. No pic of that, though, sorry.
Last month, I was also told that I am an empath. I hadn't realized such a thing was a real-life possibility and not just the stuff of superheroes and fiction, but it explains so much of my past and present, how I experience life and other people. I'm keeping my eyes open for more resources and information on this subject.
Firsts:
It's hard to believe it was such a short time ago now, but in November, on a beautiful, fresh Sunday afternoon, a friend took me to see the ocean, which I had never seen with my own eyes before. I knew I'd be going back and I already have once.
The last morning of November was spent on a yacht, traversing the harbor with the family. It was great to get out and do something with everyone, and the admission price was a present for Toys for Tots, which my niece was very excited about giving. Near the end of the trip, the boat went under the bridge pictured below. It's huge and amazing (it's actually one of my favorite places in the area--the view!). I lingered outside, taking in the vastness of the bridge, sky, water, and breeze. Also, no pictures, but I caught my first glimpse of a dolphin jumping out of the water!
Travel:
Midmonth, I went to Columbia and drank coffee. To clarify, I did not leave the country, or even the state. I headed to South Carolina's capitol city and watched a dear friend, a wonderful and inspiring woman, graduate from basic training. After the ceremony, I had the blessed time of enjoying an Olive Garden lunch and caramel macchiato with her and her family, some of my favorite people. It was so, so good to see them, and so hard to leave.
Reading:
I started reading Jesus Feminist (which I knew about primarily through my sister-in-law and Leigh Kramer, so thanks, ladies!), and it is amazing. I'd say my viewpoint on "women's roles" has changed even in the last couple of weeks, and for the better, in part due to this book's examination of how we live and what should be normal. I'm not through the book yet, but I don't expect it to take much longer.
It's also been a month since John Flanagan's book The Royal Ranger came out and I haven't read it yet! I pre-ordered, then decided to wait until December so I wouldn't be rushing through it (I anticipated bleed-over rush pace from writing so fast in November). Then I decided I should read one book at a time (I forget why, something about focus), and I started Jesus Feminist first. But this one is next (sorry, Jane Eyre) since I've been anticipating it for months.
Listening:
Like many, I have been introduced to Pentatonix's performance of The Little Drummer Boy, one of my favorite Christmas songs, and loved it. I'd heard their cover of Radioactive with Lindsey Stirling and liked it, but didn't know what I was listening to. Now I do and Pentatonix has a new fan. I love a sound that is full even without instruments.
Whew! It's been an odd, interesting, and typical month, jam packed with the ordinary and realizations, routine and special events. It's been even fuller than I'd realized. And I didn't even mention Thanksgiving, with my niece and brother racing on the Wii, or the fact that my list of "what I'm thankful for" was simple and I was too embarrassed to give one that was heartfelt. I do have a lot to be thankful for, and I'm learning how to express that, in the special and the ordinary both. This blog list is a good start.
So. What are you into?
Friday, August 10
Friends in Far Places
I'm finding our connectedness and social media reach rather interesting right this moment.
How is it that I can never meet someone in person, never have the opportunity to, and follow the individual's happenings and rejoice and mourn with that person? How is it that I can relate with someone, not say so, and that person will never know the impact they have? How is it that fondness can form across thousands of miles without knowing someone well enough to get snocones together*?
I know one answer of the many ways this can happen. Blogs. I love blogs; they're almost as fun and as instant as Facebook. I can see what's going on in someone's thoughts and life and internalize it and relate in my own life. I can marvel at the insights others have and think they have great writing styles. Often, my favorite blogs are those telling stories, real stories about real people. People I don't know, but people who still impact my life.
Isn't that crazy? Blogs are pretty amazing things. And the people who chose to write them faithfully sharing of themselves are amazing too. I don't know if I'll ever make the grand road trips that I want to, but I think I've got friends in far places. Weird, huh?
Pretty great, too.
*I really like getting snocones with friends.
How is it that I can never meet someone in person, never have the opportunity to, and follow the individual's happenings and rejoice and mourn with that person? How is it that I can relate with someone, not say so, and that person will never know the impact they have? How is it that fondness can form across thousands of miles without knowing someone well enough to get snocones together*?
I know one answer of the many ways this can happen. Blogs. I love blogs; they're almost as fun and as instant as Facebook. I can see what's going on in someone's thoughts and life and internalize it and relate in my own life. I can marvel at the insights others have and think they have great writing styles. Often, my favorite blogs are those telling stories, real stories about real people. People I don't know, but people who still impact my life.
Isn't that crazy? Blogs are pretty amazing things. And the people who chose to write them faithfully sharing of themselves are amazing too. I don't know if I'll ever make the grand road trips that I want to, but I think I've got friends in far places. Weird, huh?
Pretty great, too.
*I really like getting snocones with friends.
Wednesday, July 11
Squee!, second part
Let the excitement continue!
Two weeks ago, I told you about the e-release of Petals by my twin-separated-at-birth (but not really) and best friend (really), Rebekah Roberts. I shared a quick interview and a little bit about the book and I got my copy. You can read that bubbly post here. (And remember, I'm not getting paid for this, not even bribery money.)
Well, today, when I postponed breakfast and hopped online, I scooted over to Amazon.com and found the paperback is already ready to order! It will also be available at BarnesandNoble.com; it's jut not up quite yet.
Last time, I had asked my twin some more questions about her writing, and now I would like to share them with you.
You can keep up with the latest from Rebekah on her Facebook page or Twitter profile. There's also more at her official website, RebekahRoberts.net. And for fun, you can listen to the playlist that Rebekah put together of songs and videos that inspired Petals.
I've started reading my e-copy, and I'm excited to get my signed book soon! And I can't wait to find it in bookstores and geek out in a public place! Oh yes, I will be looking.
"Beauty might just be the beast."
Calla Williams is not like other girls. Most girls spend their whole lives trying to be beautiful, Calla already is…and she hates it.
When she is shipped off one summer to live with family friends in their dilapidated Mississippi plantation, Calla is faced with the prospect of living with strangers and their teenage son. This is annoying because, like any other boy, he is sure to fall in love with her on sight. However, Griffin Davenport is not your typical teenage guy. With his hot temper and half of his face severely scarred, “hate at first sight” is closer to what she finds.
Though the two teens try to stay out of each other’s way, an odd attraction to each other makes staying away anything but easy.
Now, Calla must deal with growing feelings, her own prejudices, and finding the secret to Griffin’s past. As hate turns to friendship and friendship becomes something more, Calla learns a startling truth: God uses even how we look in His plan for our lives.
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| Read the prologue at Rebekah's website here. |
Two weeks ago, I told you about the e-release of Petals by my twin-separated-at-birth (but not really) and best friend (really), Rebekah Roberts. I shared a quick interview and a little bit about the book and I got my copy. You can read that bubbly post here. (And remember, I'm not getting paid for this, not even bribery money.)
Well, today, when I postponed breakfast and hopped online, I scooted over to Amazon.com and found the paperback is already ready to order! It will also be available at BarnesandNoble.com; it's jut not up quite yet.
Last time, I had asked my twin some more questions about her writing, and now I would like to share them with you.
D: What has the journey been like to getting published?
R: Amazingly fast. I know that I am so blessed to have found a publisher so quickly. I hope that that means my book is something special.
D: Where do you write?
R: I love to go to Barnes and Noble. Most of Petals was produced there. The smell of coffee and new books gets me in the writing mood.
D: Do you have a writing routine?
R: Not really. I just try to fit it in where I can. I work long hours and there isn't always time. I think lamenting over not getting in our writing time is a constant struggle with most writers.
D: So what do you like to do in your free time?
R: Lately I have been napping. ;) But when I am not sleepy, there is nothing I like more than to hang out with my family or a good friend. I love reading and TV and movies, but I think, given the choice I would rather hang out and have a good talk with someone than just about anything.
D: Probably because you're an encourager. How do you hope to encourage readers with Petals?
R: The themes that are in Petals and now in the following books have a lot to do with true beauty and true love. I love romances, but I want to write a story that is more than just "boy meets girl." I want to write a story that has broken characters that may not be perfect by the last page but they are on their way to becoming better people and then maybe somehow that might affect a reader in his or her own life.
D: What is your fear with your book?
R: Wow... Good question. I guess, that no one will buy it... But I think more than that I am afraid of sending the wrong messages. I set out to send a message about beauty and love, but I have learned so much since I wrote it that I hope it still rings with truth. A single book is just a small stopping place in a writer's life. I have grown so much as a person and as a writer since I started the project, so I just hope my younger self knew what she was talking about.
D: Everybody has dreams. What are yours?
R: My dream as an author (wow that looks weird to type, author..), is to keep writing and keep getting published. I don't know that I will ever just write. I am currently a full-time nanny and I love it. I think I will always write and do something else, at least on the side. As for personal dreams... I'm like any hardcore dreamer, I want my own fairytale, my own happily ever after and I pray that I find it someday.
D: In addition to writing and nanny-ing (yeah, I don't think that's a word yet) you also have a ministry outreach in the works. Tell me about it.
R: Unfolding Rose Ministries is a new adventure that I am embarking on this fall. It is a ministry that I'm starting. I want to use my own fiction, other fiction, and interviews I'm conducting with men and women as a way to talk to young women about love, purity, modesty, guys, true beauty, and most of all who they are in Christ.
D: What keeps you going every day?
R: My faith in Christ. I suffer from anxiety. It's something that I am not ashamed to talk about and anyone who knows me, knows I deal with worry and doubt on a daily basis. I guess you could call me a sensitive artist or just a plain old worry wart, but God takes that and uses it. Jesus is the one who gets me out of my head and gives me the strength to be there for others. It's because of my fears that I am able to write better characters and I am able to be sensitive to other peoples' struggles. So I thank God for my weakness and I thank Him for His strength in my life.
D: What's the one thing you want people to know about you?
R: I guess what it says in the info section of my personal Facebook page: "I am the creation of The Creator, the loved of The Lover, the daughter of The Father and the saved of the Savior. I am His." And that this book is for Him as well.
I've started reading my e-copy, and I'm excited to get my signed book soon! And I can't wait to find it in bookstores and geek out in a public place! Oh yes, I will be looking.
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| Cover image by 5 Prince Publishing |
Calla Williams is not like other girls. Most girls spend their whole lives trying to be beautiful, Calla already is…and she hates it.
When she is shipped off one summer to live with family friends in their dilapidated Mississippi plantation, Calla is faced with the prospect of living with strangers and their teenage son. This is annoying because, like any other boy, he is sure to fall in love with her on sight. However, Griffin Davenport is not your typical teenage guy. With his hot temper and half of his face severely scarred, “hate at first sight” is closer to what she finds.
Though the two teens try to stay out of each other’s way, an odd attraction to each other makes staying away anything but easy.
Now, Calla must deal with growing feelings, her own prejudices, and finding the secret to Griffin’s past. As hate turns to friendship and friendship becomes something more, Calla learns a startling truth: God uses even how we look in His plan for our lives.
Wednesday, June 27
Squee!
Okay, I am psyched. It's not my book, and I'm not getting any money out of this (I'm actually spending money), but I'm already in line for my copies.
I'm talking with my best friend, Rebekah Roberts, PUBLISHED AUTHOR. Her first book in the Once Upon a Tuesday series, Petals, comes out today in ebook format (available at amazon.com and barnesandnoble.com) and in print form on July 11th (and it should be in some local bookstores, but we don't have the info of where yet). (Here's a link to the publisher's blog with an excerpt from the book, a list of all the places online the book can be bought, and an easy contest for a $10 Amazon gift card [contest is today only].)
Rebekah and I have been best friends (identical twins separated at birth, really) since we graduated high school together. I love her for her honesty, humor, love, graciousness, and her persistence to hope. She has been one of my main encouragers and carries hope for me when I can't.
Rebekah has a love of fairytales and romance, and a heart for today's teens and children. Through her writing she has found her gift for sharing God's love with people she may never meet (expanding her already impressive reach!).
I asked my twin some questions about this new milestone to share with you.
You can keep up with the latest from Rebekah on her Facebook page or Twitter profile. There's also more at her official website, RebekahRoberts.net.
...I feel like a bridesmaid: excited for my dear friend and anticipating the bouquet toss! And I can't wait to read this novel again!
"Beauty might just be the beast."
Calla Williams is not like other girls. Most girls spend their whole lives trying to be beautiful, Calla already is…and she hates it.
When she is shipped off one summer to live with family friends in their dilapidated Mississippi plantation, Calla is faced with the prospect of living with strangers and their teenage son. This is annoying because, like any other boy, he is sure to fall in love with her on sight. However, Griffin Davenport is not your typical teenage guy. With his hot temper and half of his face severely scarred, “hate at first sight” is closer to what she finds.
Though the two teens try to stay out of each other’s way, an odd attraction to each other makes staying away anything but easy.
Now, Calla must deal with growing feelings, her own prejudices, and finding the secret to Griffin’s past. As hate turns to friendship and friendship becomes something more, Calla learns a startling truth: God uses even how we look in His plan for our lives.
I'm talking with my best friend, Rebekah Roberts, PUBLISHED AUTHOR. Her first book in the Once Upon a Tuesday series, Petals, comes out today in ebook format (available at amazon.com and barnesandnoble.com) and in print form on July 11th (and it should be in some local bookstores, but we don't have the info of where yet). (Here's a link to the publisher's blog with an excerpt from the book, a list of all the places online the book can be bought, and an easy contest for a $10 Amazon gift card [contest is today only].)
Rebekah and I have been best friends (identical twins separated at birth, really) since we graduated high school together. I love her for her honesty, humor, love, graciousness, and her persistence to hope. She has been one of my main encouragers and carries hope for me when I can't.
Rebekah has a love of fairytales and romance, and a heart for today's teens and children. Through her writing she has found her gift for sharing God's love with people she may never meet (expanding her already impressive reach!).
I asked my twin some questions about this new milestone to share with you.
D: Why do you want to write books?
R: I have always been a story teller. I can remember gathering kids at church around me and I would tell them stories. The crowd would always grow bigger as I spoke. So I write to tell a good story, but also I look at it as a ministry. I want to write stories that will make people think, make them grow and hopefully bring glory to God.
D: What are your most and least favorite parts of being a writer?
R: Least favorite part would have to be feeling guilty for not getting any writing done in a day or week. The best part is watching the story play out. Getting to see something that was just in your head come together and actually become something real and tangible.
D: How does it feel to achieve your dream of being a published author?
R: It feels amazing. Like going on a journey for many years and finally getting to the "Welcome" sign. It must be how Frodo felt after getting to Mordor or how Ella (from Ella Enchanted) felt when she made it to the giant's wedding. But at the same time I know this is just the welcome. I still have a lot of stories that I want to write and a lot more dreams, even in the area of writing, that I want to achieve.
D: Why this book, this story? And why now?
R: Now, is the perfect time for a wholesome look at romance. Our genaration is overly sexualized and what true beauty really is has been lost... We need to fight to get it back... This book is about inner and outer beauty, it's about realizing that God uses everything, even how we look, in His plan for our lives. I think that you will relate to the characters and maybe grow with them.
D: Why you?
R: I have always loved Beauty and the Beast. One of my earliest memories is watching the Disney version in the theater. I was so scared of the Beast but I still loved the film.
D: How did you choose the title?
R: Um...It started out being called "Calla and Griffin: A modern day tale of Beauty and the Beast." But long titles were not "in" at the time so I decided to change it to something catchy. I figured petals go with roses and no one can think of B&B without the rose. It was cool how the petals became a theme and you will find them throughout the book.
D: You wear roses every day, don't you?
R: Not every day... But most days, yes. It's not even always on purpose... I just love roses so much that they end up as a pattern in a dress or on my earrings. I didn't even notice the trend until someone pointed it out.
D: What are you working on now?
R: The second book in the Once Upon a Tuesday series. The working title is Sheltering Snow. It is a modern version of Snow White. It's about a teen runaway who is befriended by a quirky family of siblings. It's about heartbreak and learning what real love and real family is.
You can keep up with the latest from Rebekah on her Facebook page or Twitter profile. There's also more at her official website, RebekahRoberts.net.
...I feel like a bridesmaid: excited for my dear friend and anticipating the bouquet toss! And I can't wait to read this novel again!
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| Cover image by 5 Prince Publishing |
Calla Williams is not like other girls. Most girls spend their whole lives trying to be beautiful, Calla already is…and she hates it.
When she is shipped off one summer to live with family friends in their dilapidated Mississippi plantation, Calla is faced with the prospect of living with strangers and their teenage son. This is annoying because, like any other boy, he is sure to fall in love with her on sight. However, Griffin Davenport is not your typical teenage guy. With his hot temper and half of his face severely scarred, “hate at first sight” is closer to what she finds.
Though the two teens try to stay out of each other’s way, an odd attraction to each other makes staying away anything but easy.
Now, Calla must deal with growing feelings, her own prejudices, and finding the secret to Griffin’s past. As hate turns to friendship and friendship becomes something more, Calla learns a startling truth: God uses even how we look in His plan for our lives.
Wednesday, May 9
The Hunger Games
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May The Odds...
The Hunger Games. A popular book, trilogy, and now movie. I have a lot of thoughts on the books, and I'm still somewhat processing the movie. It's a big story. And it's also not. What makes it great? What makes it not? And what do we do with that?
I have no idea what to tell you to do with the books, movie, or overall story. I don't know what to do with it myself. All I can do is share some of my mixed thoughts.
For starters, it's brilliant. No, really. The books, in first-person point of view, show us an intimate, in-depth look at a world that feels like the Great Depression + nuclear war aftereffects + ruling politics gone terribly, terribly wrong. And since it's in first person, we get just about every single thought and feeling that Katniss experiences. (I even used it in a paper I recently re-found as a useful book for examining the reality of facing one's own death.) And the use of present tense amplifies the immediacy and intensity of every. single. thing.
And the movie is a pretty great adaption of the story from the print media to audio/visual media. The actors portrayed their characters spot on. The additional points of view of the gamemakers, President Snow, and Rue's district fleshes out the world with things that wouldn't have translated from the book otherwise. The core conflict of the games is lived out. The subtext conflict of fighting corruption is shown a little more than in the book.
Some things in the movie were a little weird, like the crossover of worlds when Katniss has delusions from the Tracker Jacker venom. And, honestly I was really looking forward to the visual portrayal of Katniss' costumes, Cinna's masterpieces...and was disappointed. They were nice, but for me a little of a let down. And we didn't get to see Haymitch's character arc as clearly, even though we saw him working behind the scenes (a nice touch). But all in all, those things 1) aren't enough to detract from the movie as a whole and 2) are a part of the media.
It's Good, Or Is It?
It's a compelling story. Katniss obviously has a lot of determination and bravery. Peeta carries his compassion with him into the arena. Rue and Prim motivate Katniss to action. Haymitch...well, Haymitch is one of my favorite characters, sweetheart. He actually has a defined arc of character growth. The worlds are clearly distinct, and the complications are simple enough to follow while still making things interesting and hard for the characters. So what's the problem? What bothers me about the book and movie?
1. As much as the characters distaste the concept of the Hunger Games to begin with, they follow through with it, not even really trying to stem the symptoms, much less trying to stop the problem.
2. It's a rather draining read or viewing experience.
3. Katniss' defiance is mostly accidental.
4. And there is a distinct lack of hope. Throughout. Even the happy ending (in the book) has immediate hopelessness and loss to it. (The movie's happy ending felt like, "Yes, we 'won.' But it wasn't enough.")
And that last one, even more than the others individually, gives me pause. Put these all together, and by the end of the story, whether book or movie, I feel hollow, even dirty. I feel like I have been torn down just about as much as Katniss has been. But it's not because I've literally gone through everything she has, and it's not because I relate with her 100%. I like her okay, and I understand a degree of where she's coming from, her motivations, and her actions. But I'm very different from her and get frustrated along the way.
What Kind of Message?
It's not a happy book. Not every book has to be happy; I get that. But the "no hope" laced throughout and coloring the ending is, I think, damaging to people. People need hope. It's damaging to me. I need hope in order to get up in the morning. This work of fiction tends to sap it from me, translating into real life where I interact with real people, oozing a loss and hopelessness through my actions by taking root in my thoughts and feelings.
What is the message of The Hunger Games? What do you take away from it? Can you see how things could be better (and if you can, why couldn't/didn't the author?)? Is it a warning story? Watch out, or this will happen to our world (it is, after all, futuristic United States of America). Is that Suzanne Collins' goal? Is that enough?
Now we have to ask what we do with the story. It does get us to think, I'll give it that. Where do our thoughts take us?
And Happy Hunger Games
There are many more things I could say about The Hunger Games. Things I like, and things that concern me. And I could continue on into Catching Fire and Mockingjay. But for now, I think this is plenty.
Do you have a reply for my concerns? What are your thoughts on The Hunger Games, both book and movie?
Saturday, March 10
Jumbled Jungle in my Brain
One would think that, being a writer, when I'm under the weather I would write a lot, or at least read more. Alas. Yesterday, I sat all day and repeatedly employed the equivalent of the neti pot's cousin. I couldn't even focus enough to read the library book I have on Kindle. (Although I am excited about my newest novel that I've started. I'm seeing what happens when I pit an assassin and a pacifist as antagonists.)
But today, feeling more human than yesterday (and yesterday was an improvement on Thursday), I'm back to reading and am quite enjoying the continuing saga of The Ranger's Apprentice. Right now, I'm in the midst of book nine, Halt's Peril.
At first I was not happy with the change from the Ranger's apprentice being just that, an apprentice, to being a full-grown, graduated Ranger himself. Not to say I didn't want that to eventually, someday, at-the-conclusion-of-the-series happen, but...well, I expected it at the conclusion of the series. Not five books into a series of ten or so books.
But, I adjusted, and I quite like them all being grown up. Especially since the characters still work together most of the time. I would recommend, however, that if you like to read stories in a chronological order, read book seven, Erak's Ransom, before five and six, The Sorcerer of the North and The Siege of Macindaw, respectively. You'll enjoy more suspense that way.
And, for my Kindle, I'm excited. I just bought a skin and cover that came all the way from Hawai`i (...squeee!). I've got to go there someday. The cover is what I needed, but I bought this particular bundle for the skin. Pink plumeria flowers. Yay! A nice decoration without causing distraction while reading: perfect.
And, yes, I haven't forgotten that I still owe pictures of my reading nook (note: that's not an ereader, because I have a Kindle). I've been using it, so it is a little mussed from when I originally finished (and it looked gorgeous), but it's still very functionable and reasonably clean. That's the goal, after all.
...I'll never have anything spotless.
But today, feeling more human than yesterday (and yesterday was an improvement on Thursday), I'm back to reading and am quite enjoying the continuing saga of The Ranger's Apprentice. Right now, I'm in the midst of book nine, Halt's Peril.
At first I was not happy with the change from the Ranger's apprentice being just that, an apprentice, to being a full-grown, graduated Ranger himself. Not to say I didn't want that to eventually, someday, at-the-conclusion-of-the-series happen, but...well, I expected it at the conclusion of the series. Not five books into a series of ten or so books.
But, I adjusted, and I quite like them all being grown up. Especially since the characters still work together most of the time. I would recommend, however, that if you like to read stories in a chronological order, read book seven, Erak's Ransom, before five and six, The Sorcerer of the North and The Siege of Macindaw, respectively. You'll enjoy more suspense that way.
And, for my Kindle, I'm excited. I just bought a skin and cover that came all the way from Hawai`i (...squeee!). I've got to go there someday. The cover is what I needed, but I bought this particular bundle for the skin. Pink plumeria flowers. Yay! A nice decoration without causing distraction while reading: perfect.
And, yes, I haven't forgotten that I still owe pictures of my reading nook (note: that's not an ereader, because I have a Kindle). I've been using it, so it is a little mussed from when I originally finished (and it looked gorgeous), but it's still very functionable and reasonably clean. That's the goal, after all.
...I'll never have anything spotless.
Saturday, February 11
I Don't Have the Beast's Library, But I Can at Least Make Mine Tidy
Hello! I thought I'd give a little picture update of the progress on my reading nook. My deadline looms Monday. We'll see if I can get it finished.
I hadn't done much on the nook since my last post, but today...well, once I started figuring out what kind of books I wanted where, things took off. I love seeing my possessions in a pretty fashion!
Granted, I didn't take "before" pictures, so this may fall flat without a comparison. But I don't care. I'm just glad it's looking nice(r) now. I'll let you know if I managed to finish it all by Monday sometime shortly after.
Addendum: Low light, lamp on, in use. It's a happy night.
I hadn't done much on the nook since my last post, but today...well, once I started figuring out what kind of books I wanted where, things took off. I love seeing my possessions in a pretty fashion!
Granted, I didn't take "before" pictures, so this may fall flat without a comparison. But I don't care. I'm just glad it's looking nice(r) now. I'll let you know if I managed to finish it all by Monday sometime shortly after.
| I think I have enough reference books for writing, don't you? Oh, wait. I forgot. There are a couple more I have that aren't on there yet. Hm. |
| Some things still need homes...or to be gotten rid of. |
Addendum: Low light, lamp on, in use. It's a happy night.
Saturday, January 28
Yes, that is a mock up of Winnie the Pooh. No, you may not skin my bear.
I'm going to work. That means, I'm sitting in my reading/writing nook, and will shortly work on more stories for my immediate and your eventual enjoyment.
Ah, a writer's life for me.
Yes, I did get the reading nook cleaned up. Some. I'm not done as it's not fully set up as I want it, but at least I can use it in the meantime—and have, staying up late last night in the all-out battle climax of Ranger's Apprentice: Book Four: The Battle for Skandia—and be further inspired to continue my work. Not bad for less than a full week into a three-week challenge, right?
It's a start.
Ah, a writer's life for me.
Yes, I did get the reading nook cleaned up. Some. I'm not done as it's not fully set up as I want it, but at least I can use it in the meantime—and have, staying up late last night in the all-out battle climax of Ranger's Apprentice: Book Four: The Battle for Skandia—and be further inspired to continue my work. Not bad for less than a full week into a three-week challenge, right?
It's a start.
Monday, January 23
Reading Nook
Let's keep things real, eh? I've been reading a lot more since I graduated, because during school (high school and college) I was busy with academics and taking care of family things and generally stressed. And because I wasted a lot of time online. Nevertheless...
I have a reading nook, just waiting to be useful. Right now it's not, because there's a pile of clothes and I think a pillow and blanket are hiding in the mass on my rocking chair. Also, there is a spilled mess of various boxes and papers (some school, some story...most story was for school, heh) in front and on either side of the chair.
I think papers may be my worst enemy on this earth.
As such, I want to read in my rocking chair nook (and it may also turn into my writing corner), but it'll take a lot of determined de-hoarding to get there, so I just read on the couch instead. The problem with that? The couch is located in the living room, as is the TV, which is on more than not, and when it comes to moving pictures, I'm like a moth to flame. Which means I don't read as much as I could, and reading time ebbs into doing other things time, which means less gets done all around.
Sometimes I'm too easily distracted.
Okay, risking another kick in the rear from Ami Hendrickson or others, I'm going to make a goal, because sometimes public goals with a grade looming get me moving (unless I never post this, ha!), and it's just not okay for this cycle to continue. February 13th seems a good deadline to have my reading nook ready for snuggling in.
And when I say "nook," I don't mean the ereader, 'cuz I bought a Kindle.
Am I alone in this cycle, or do some of you have difficulty setting aside a secluded area for reading? If you had that problem and overcame it, please share how you did it!
I have a reading nook, just waiting to be useful. Right now it's not, because there's a pile of clothes and I think a pillow and blanket are hiding in the mass on my rocking chair. Also, there is a spilled mess of various boxes and papers (some school, some story...most story was for school, heh) in front and on either side of the chair.
I think papers may be my worst enemy on this earth.
As such, I want to read in my rocking chair nook (and it may also turn into my writing corner), but it'll take a lot of determined de-hoarding to get there, so I just read on the couch instead. The problem with that? The couch is located in the living room, as is the TV, which is on more than not, and when it comes to moving pictures, I'm like a moth to flame. Which means I don't read as much as I could, and reading time ebbs into doing other things time, which means less gets done all around.
Sometimes I'm too easily distracted.
Okay, risking another kick in the rear from Ami Hendrickson or others, I'm going to make a goal, because sometimes public goals with a grade looming get me moving (
And when I say "nook," I don't mean the ereader, 'cuz I bought a Kindle.
Am I alone in this cycle, or do some of you have difficulty setting aside a secluded area for reading? If you had that problem and overcame it, please share how you did it!
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